autumn '92

16 years ago, i saw u go
did u know so many tears had falled 4 u ?
drenched in our pain n the earth
u had gone away..

i know..
i was never gonna be gud enough 4 u
i was a bad boy, useless
in ur point of view
but, it won't be a reason 4 me
to push u away, to forget u
cuz i luv u, forever

i still remember
how did u carry me
n' take me to my cradle
when i was still 3 n 4
i just can't believe
tht u had to leave me so fast
but in my heart, u'll always live

16 years has gone so fast
n i still can't find the sense of ths life
without u in my side, dad
i could be nothing
nothing at all..

but now..
i'm so grateful tht i've found the dharma
it makes me understand about ths life
about the action n its consequence
about life n death..
it makes me realize tht u went
was not ur willing
it was destiny..

im sorry..
tht i never visitted u for tht some years
but.. im coming home again
we're coming home again
to see u
the people tht we miss all of our life
rest in peace
i'll come to see u

see u in my dream
i wish i could dream of u